I'm in full panic meltdown mode. I went to pump the other day and nothing came out except a few drops. I figured maybe it was just a bad time so I tried again a bit later and the same thing. NOTHING! So this whole weekend I pretty much spent freaking out that I was starving my baby. I blamed my pump but after a phone call to Medela today all seems to be working. So its me. Otto is super plump, poops and pees like a champ so I have so idea what is going on. I read over and over that this can happen but I just checked the freezer and I have over 9oz of milk from a single pump in the beginning of this month. It's not making sense. I tend to go into full hypochondriac mode with stuff but I feel like since I'm the only source of food keeping my child alive I can panic. I made an appointment with a lactation consultant tomorrow so I can get a before and after weight so at least I know what is going on. Trying not to freak out and trust my body but in my crazy head I'm freaking out. Thanks boobs.....
Look at my chunky baby!!!!
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