I met up with a bunch of friends today for a playdate at the zoo and I could just feel myself down and awkward. I tried to put on a happy face and I think I did fine but I could just feel it ya know?? When I got home I think it really hit me. It was almost like I felt like I had to be somewhere like an anxiety then it slowly just formed into an all over shitty depression. This pregnancy has been really easy on my emotions this time around so I guess I'm due to have a little slump. I'm hoping that by writing this it will help get it out there and hopefully pass. Maybe I just need a good cry?? But who has time for that??? Instead I just made a big ol batch of brownies which always helps with pms so lets hope it will cure the blues. That and a big hug would be nice.
|you can see olive making her exit. she was not into the photo today.|
|always the first to tackle a friend.|