Things I shouldn't of done today

Tried on bathing suits at Target. Yikes! Thanks to the surrounding mirrors in the dressing room I could see it all. Fat is growing in places that I never expected. On a good note I did get a cute bathing suit top but I think bottoms are going to be a big problem. Not that I'm actually going to skip around on the beach but I do plan on going to the beach and pool (but covering up).